Saturday, January 31, 2009
pain u dun know
I have enough of this.
There is a limit to everything.
I have had enough of u.
I wish i had a normal brother like everyone else.
I hate u.
U are the problem of this very family.
U are the one causing all the problems.
To mum, dad, sisters and me..
U think u are always right.
Since when did u admit u are wrong?
U think u are smart.
Fuck off then. U smart? Then i must be child prodigy + genius
U think u are mature.
MATURE!? U 25++ age already still have no achievement in ur life.
U say I am selfish. Come on.. who is?
U are... Not me. Want me to list it out?
Fine.
1.) U brought a dog. In the end who is the one taking care of it!!?? MUM??
2.) Parents brought a desktop for the family. Not for u.
3.) When u use my desktop, did i even say anything? NO!
4.) I use ur laptop then u not happy.
I can list so many things until morning also cannot type finish.
Studies..
U nvr get it right. Mum and dad spent tons of money on u.
YET U DISAPPOINT THEM AND QUITED HALFWAY!
DO U HAV ANY FUCKING IDEA THAT THE MONEY IS MUM AND DAD HARD EARNED MONEY??? NO U DIDNT!! ALL U CARE IS URSELF.
Work..
U nvr get it right too. No job can last u more than 3months.
It is either u are not happy with the job or the customer or the boss.
SERIOUSLY WTF IS WRONG WITH U? WORK LA, U THINK PARENTS IS GOING TO SUPPORT U FOR LIFE MEH!??
KNNBCCB.. my brother? PUII!!
say what, sister and i are no longer part of ur family.
U KNNCCB. I tell u wat la.
SINCE WHEN U TREAT US LIKE UR FAMILY??
ASK URSELF LA
DUN KPKB ME. I nvr did anything wrong.
why u everytime want find fault with me.
DUN LOOK AT ME WITH UR WIDE OPEN EYES
I DUN LIKE IT. U THINK ONLY U NOT HAPPY??
LIM BEI ALSO GOT LIMIT DE.
WANT FIGHT? COME LA! I NOT SCARE!
I DUN MIND TAKING KNIFE TO KILL U WHEN U ARE ASLEEP.
I SWEAR I WILL HAVE NO GUILT NO REMORSE NO FEELING AT ALL.
i feel so stress.
i feel so lost.
i dun wan my parents to get upset.
i feel like dying.
an empty shell.
block of wood.
Crucify me.
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Im sorry sisterIm sorry dadIm sorry mumBut that is really my limit.I can never live with that guy.I dun wan all this to happen.I never wanted to quarrel with him..But he went overboard this time.