Saturday, January 31, 2009

pain u dun know

I have enough of this.

There is a limit to everything.

I have had enough of u.

I wish i had a normal brother like everyone else.


I hate u.

U are the problem of this very family.
U are the one causing all the problems.
To mum, dad, sisters and me..

U think u are always right.
Since when did u admit u are wrong?
U think u are smart.
Fuck off then. U smart? Then i must be child prodigy + genius
U think u are mature.
MATURE!? U 25++ age already still have no achievement in ur life.
U say I am selfish. Come on.. who is?
U are... Not me. Want me to list it out?

Fine.
1.) U brought a dog. In the end who is the one taking care of it!!?? MUM??

2.) Parents brought a desktop for the family. Not for u.

3.) When u use my desktop, did i even say anything? NO!

4.) I use ur laptop then u not happy.

I can list so many things until morning also cannot type finish.


Studies..
U nvr get it right. Mum and dad spent tons of money on u.

YET U DISAPPOINT THEM AND QUITED HALFWAY!
DO U HAV ANY FUCKING IDEA THAT THE MONEY IS MUM AND DAD HARD EARNED MONEY??? NO U DIDNT!! ALL U CARE IS URSELF.

Work..
U nvr get it right too. No job can last u more than 3months.

It is either u are not happy with the job or the customer or the boss.

SERIOUSLY WTF IS WRONG WITH U? WORK LA, U THINK PARENTS IS GOING TO SUPPORT U FOR LIFE MEH!??

KNNBCCB.. my brother? PUII!!

say what, sister and i are no longer part of ur family.

U KNNCCB. I tell u wat la.

SINCE WHEN U TREAT US LIKE UR FAMILY??
ASK URSELF LA

DUN KPKB ME. I nvr did anything wrong.

why u everytime want find fault with me.

DUN LOOK AT ME WITH UR WIDE OPEN EYES

I DUN LIKE IT. U THINK ONLY U NOT HAPPY??

LIM BEI ALSO GOT LIMIT DE.

WANT FIGHT? COME LA! I NOT SCARE!


I DUN MIND TAKING KNIFE TO KILL U WHEN U ARE ASLEEP.

I SWEAR I WILL HAVE NO GUILT NO REMORSE NO FEELING AT ALL.



i feel so stress.
i feel so lost.
i dun wan my parents to get upset.

i feel like dying.
an empty shell.
block of wood.


Crucify me.
____________________________
Im sorry sister
Im sorry dad
Im sorry mum

But that is really my limit.
I can never live with that guy.
I dun wan all this to happen.
I never wanted to quarrel with him..

But he went overboard this time.


@ 12:59 AM